soo.. walking back from english today.
and some guy basically comes out of no where
and is like "hello, i'm chris. what's your name?"
creepy enough already.. he then begins to tell me how he is a photographer
and has a flip flop product and a website called "clean bottoms flipflops"
and then he was like "i couldnt help but notice you have lovely feet, and since i do have a thing for white girls. i was wondering if you would spend one minute of your time wearing my flipflops and allowing me to take pictures just of your feet."
..i dont think i could have run away fast enough.
lol. well i didnt legit run away but as soon as he mentioned feet and photographs i was like NO THANKS!
ewwww... feet are just gross.
not to mention he didnt actually look at my feet once! creep.
aha. that was my story of the day.

i dont think i can handle being in this house for an entire month. 
i already wanna leave and i havent even been home for more than three days. WTF!
i hate being stuck around my family.
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err.. i just cant take it. 
this sucks.

so  i'm updating because erie unafo told me to..

uhm.. college. is. fun? i dont know. it's getting better. i like it.
but i cant wait to go home and see everyone.
who else has a month long break? i love getting out december 19th and not having to come back til January 22nd
it's pretty sweet. dont you agree?
i have three papers to write this weekend.. actually i think one of them was due online today..
but whatever.
i'm so excited to see people. though i'm gunna miss my college friends.
well maybe not ALL of them. ahaha. 
the boys in my hall decided to build a snow fort outside.. you know, with the foot of snow we got. yeah.
well now whenever anyone tries to leave the building they throw snowballs at them from behind the fort.
funny.. yes. but if they hit me OMG i will kill them all<33333 haha.
i'm kinda excited for next semester.. i think i'll actually try this time around. haha, sounds good  doesnt it?
BEST YEAR EVER is on.. and its kinda funny.
blah blah blah.. i really dont have anything to say.

i hate how i got the chance.. 
and didnt realize it until i already fucked it up. 
WTF!!! i hate this. i better get another chance. 
just one more.. please?

BRAND NEW TOMORROW!!!!!
at least that will make me happy!

i think my life is falling apart..
it's not so fun..

ahahaha..
life sucks.

one day.. i'm actually gunna write my college essay.
aha

please
please
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please
please
please
please
please
please
please
please
please!
please!!
please!!!
PLEASE!!!!

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things have been really messed up lately
and i'm kinda getting sick of it
i'm not gunna take everyones shit anymore.
i just want to be happy.
i dont get whats wrong with that.
so fuck everyone who tries to stand in my way
because i have a goal now
and i'm going for it.